KENDALL WA
BLOODY EL (2014)
This is the 2020 Remaster of 'Bloody El' - “Bloody El” starts with a tape pop, it plays like a cassette. Followed by Malcolm X explaining why there’s so much self hate in the black community. When I was 17, I had a run in with a different cop every day for a week. At the same spot. Driving to my gfs house. I would later write “Beautiful White” which is pretty much my feelings of being around law enforcement and authority figures. “They call me lazy call me crazy/repurposed a slave ship and call it my fair lady” is a line in the first verse of “Pounds & Francs”, which begins to explain why I feel more comfortable in Europe than I ever did here. “You Don’t Want Real Love” is a thinly veiled swipe at this bs music industry and how it stifles artist creativity. I get it you wanna make it by any means. But does it ever feel hollow? The real magic is in “Graves of New Orleans” which details Katrina, and the government response to black communities in crisis. AKA the infamous “no response”. “Bloody El” is about all the blood my people have spilled for an inch. It’s about the promise, the 40 acres. It’s about saying f*** it and forging your own path!
Illinoise
To my people in Indiana who hold me down I luv u dammit/
to my people in Washington who did show me luv I luv u but I'm movin on/
to my people in Illinois make some noise for ur new boy/
move cross country like Michael Jordan I adapt make this city my own man/
city of shoulders bigger than talking heads/
as the days go by on my moped/
I turn heads nappy head to dread/
blonde to brunette more fun w reds/
westside where my family reside/
southside northside whole city wide/
back of the yard to Lincoln park/
light this trick up when it get to dark/
Make some Illinoise make some Illinoise make some noise/
The city where my great great escaped slavery to/
cuz we were treated like apes/
brought to this country in crates/
its crazy every time I eat crapes/
where the roughest projects in this country/
unwittingly created me/
where my neighbors could nvr ever bug me/
give a holla my helping hand here yo I luv ya/
the city of shabazz Malcolm/
let's make our names here let's stand out huh/
are u lost in translation like bill Murray/
better hurry Second City's funny bones wrkn/
who'd smother me n my blues brothers/
got back from vacation w the griswalds/
did u know that Willis was this tall/
Make some Illinoise make some Illinoise make some noise/
Pounds & Francs
I'm bubububothered/
by what I didn't even get a chance to father/
now I gotta slaughter like Cronus/
the ol tale told by the Romans is now my omen/
back when my pockets were more than swollen/
they used to be golden/
now the more cash I got the less that its worth/
born to a world where my future hurts/
put that on reddit its pathetic
that my hands a lil reddish/
from shedding
blood for a quarter of a mil which turned into nil/
wake up w my sleeping pills/
they call me lazy call me crazy/
repurpose a slave ship n call it my fair lady/
in the navy swimming w babies in utero/
its just so beautiful/
I gotta be frank
Forget your dollars
I got pounds & francs
Cold summer lace up the road runners/
froze tundra struck hard bolt thunder/
no wonder coat made of wolf blubber/
close shutters shut traps when I mutter/
in America my folks sputtered/
built the country still stomach full of flutters/
like ill nvr ever really be accepted/
my kids will not go thru what I went thru/
london's calling berlin's on speed dial/
Kraftwerk it Jamaican jerk it/
ska-ing in the east end nvr will we blend/
luv being accepted as is on wknds/
peak in/
to my passport n the stones in my hand/
gypsy more slicker than fish glands/
rockin hijabs while we tour Jesus land/
I gotta be frank
Forget your dollars
I got pounds & francs
If I died could I take it all with me/
if I live past time would I still use currency/
forever n a day n a daze/
don't wanna participate no more in these games/
a quid a franc if I swam w an octo/
would we be friends or just tussle n toggle/
can I be Franklin/
a turtle in the race I'm pacing/
deliberate time wasted/
Daddy Scholarship
She tatted gifted talented at it/
bitchin hoping wishing/
at gettin she's an A plus/
could teach a class on how to get ur wants/
6 inch heels leave me 6 ft deep/
all cuz I wanted to get deep/
a cave a maze a crop for my seed/
a valley to my peak/
wanted attention from not another vixen/
to leave me dry is her intention/
my superstition stems from this commitment/
its criminalistic/
Lil on the wallet girl on the bottle girl/
the my daddy paid for it scholarship/
lil spoiled rotten girl once boughten girl/
the my daddy paid for it scholarship/
She said I will cut u & kill u, just playin/
I've seen her look down at my credit, just sayin/
she wear my clothes cuz she wanna feel closer, she said/
turned around n pawned my heart for doja, o sir/
hot to the thought think n she'll roast ya/
ive heard too many of ur lies it ain't gon wrk on me this time/
I will not settle, no I won't settle/
in my business no longer meddle/
u just don't get common sense/
Lil on the wallet girl on the bottle girl/
the my daddy paid for it scholarship/
lil spoiled rotten girl once boughten girl/
the my daddy paid for it scholarship/
I won't hear ur dad issues no more/
it seems too much inside ur favor/
shut yo yap no more spew from ur crack/
get on ur own then tell me how life is cold/
Lil on the wallet girl on the bottle girl/
the my daddy paid for it scholarship/
lil spoiled rotten girl once boughten girl/
the my daddy paid for it scholarship/
Beautiful White
I went outside was greeted by my neighbors/
went to wrk gotta raise no longer doin labor/
i sped home and i did not get pulled over/
the officer looked at me n grinned so then I told ya/
I must be beautiful white/
oh what a lovely life
I no longer have to wrk twice as hard/
as my peers only to get an inch far/
what they say on the internet doesn't bother my skin a second/
cuz its positive - we don't commit crimes those monkeys do those monkeys do/
monkey see monkey
Polly wanna cracker/
too much lacquer on ur skin u cant get any more blacker/
the stuff I do to get my pockets fatter now not only legal/
but less degrading/
oh sweet sadie
can I join the navy not the army/
they gon put u on the front line while I chill like ken w barbie/
I must be beautiful white/
oh what a lovely life
Get my face on magazine covers tho I was barely discovered/
they call me beautiful say I'm the reason Americas golden/
call me the sweetheart of this country tho in another year/
a younger fresher paler face will instantly just appear/
so they must be beautifuly whiter/
oh what a lifer/
Go to court get off thought of jail I scoff/
ima boss from chicago to Prague/
brunette or blonde blue eyed n barely bronzed – skin/
hardly called wrong n nvr lumped in w my race/
i could get elected president n not get hassled by congress/
to pass the simplest reforms to help the people/
looked at as equal inside my peephole/
left peaceful when in my vehicle/
I must be beautiful white/
oh what a lovely life
Last thing I ever wanna do is question/
my role in life I should stay in my section/
keep my mouth closed head down stick to the sidelines/
don't think about advancement u ain't read the bylines/
why lie if white I might/
be somethin other than a rapper n an athlete/
my teachers woulda encouraged me to do what I wanted/
instead of discouraging me from goin to Harvard/
my partners grab ur armors hand n hand/
take a stand don't blow ur chance not again/
tear eachother down or unify to make us better/
guess I start w the kid in the mirror/
our growth as a people should be reflected from childhood/
go back to when it was all good aye/
hate is taught so if we start w a blank slate/
ain't no telling how different life could be today/
You're a Winner
You're a lifer ur a scrubby ur a tubby in ur cubby/
ur a loser ur a failure ur a boy who screams for mummy
u are bruised u are dirty and ur face is far from handsome/
u don't benefit from fruitfulness tho u go bananas/
ur a step behind lost ur grind trapped in a mine/
ur a fairytale ain't doin well been riding the pine/
ur roasted toasted standing in place frozen/
fun has been poked in the ropes have been closing in/
Ur battered ur bruised but atleast u got ur 2/
u lost the 1st half 2nd urs bandwagon come aboard/
u shock em rock em knock em on they ass/
no bellyflop u cannon balled u came to the pool n made a splash/
u were washed up towel thrown oh no caught in mid air/
opponents say u ain't fair ur secret to life u can't share/
u were laid off unemployed lost ur friends how annoy/
u back on the block from the sweatshop
u worked too hard for another loss/
u left hooked touchdowned scored a goal what now/
do again to prove this ain't a fluke/
rue the day they overlooked u/
take a break fail the test make ur own yes yes/
si senor come aboard its all amor
Now a days people are happy they knowing me/
when a yr ago all I ever heard was poor me/
And the laughs n sneers/
fall on def ears/
Self Defense Against Fresh Fruit
I was born in a morgue can't afford a zord/
tricera-tyrrana illi Indiana/
Jones crack that whip/
e.coli breakout check that fish/
get Angie's list or call Craig/
come on Craig come on Craig/
or call Ed to help me w my great wall/
the Mighty U is China we can't fall/
no matter how many of u get pissed/
even if u think we stealing civil liberties/
who gives a damn I dont/
headache I need a mouth or midol/
getting loose in my coup throwing fresh fruit/
plan a coup through the roof better call the troops/
we storm bastilles lil men get killed/
Napolean is sealed/
From a murder, mi sense pressure what the verdict/
outta the yard he hurting/
nvr do it again I'm certain/
if he do tho leave the vermin there squirming/
Protect yo neck/
are u detached
u should go check/
From a murder, mi sense pressure what the verdict/
outta the yard he hurting/
That right there is a really bad guy/
all u gotta do is take a look in his eyes/
inna badda bucket water gwan flinch feel me shotta/
buddabacka cock block ya feel like serge ibaka/
dodger quicker for we turn u into angels/
roast mighty ducks pull the horse out the stable/
on me shadowmere full of fear not me bumbaclot/
have u flea n leave ur home land like a huguenot/
bring dreadnaughts full a horse hair all dredlocked/
fake my landing like astronauts/
punk waboy gagalot its a war either tag a long/
like girl scouts or walk alone like a vagabond/
my lady gotta bowl of fruit on she head/
chicaboom boom distraction u dead/
Zeus or ed come clean up fingerprints off me rug/
alibi in mi room sipping on rum/
From a murder, mi sense pressure what the verdict/
outta the yard he hurting/
nvr do it again I'm certain/
if he do tho leave the vermin there squirming/
Protect yo neck/
are u detached
u should go check/
From a murder, mi sense pressure what the verdict/
outta the yard he hurting/
How u gon say what I can n not flaunt/
just cuz I pulled up in my blue trabant/
to circle dupont me n my troops control that/
just secured land all across potomac/
wicked plan run the land Mr rorororo/
romantic/
kill bigotry rid anti semantics/
gwan leave em strewn in a rotten fruit tantrum/
i got potatoes onions/
serving rotten tomatoes like 2 thumbs down/
3 doors down I hate u so much now/
time for new town/
on the yacht we hot sail to new spot/
whats entailed pulling tail on the open seas young man/
its a damn shame if they judge us/
pump 2 5ths of bravery into the young ones
dump 2 litres of ignorance into the Atlantic/
look like oil spill cept here we ain't plan it/
From a murder, mi sense pressure what the verdict/
outta the yard he hurting/
nvr do it again I'm certain/
if he do tho leave the vermin there squirming/
Protect yo neck/
are u detached
u should go check/
From a murder, mi sense pressure what the verdict/
outta the yard he hurting/
You Don't Want Real Love
U need an alarm for ur alarm/
u piggy need a farm/
a barn is ur room/
time to pick em up stick em up drop em like boom/
Last time I checked u weren't this so domineering/
painfully cheering
wistfully sneering/
piece of homemade puddy/
buddy why act so suddenly chummy/
see our relationship plummet/
i can't seem to put a thumb on it/
Easy sucked the propaganda all easy/
had em weezing all evening pleading/
asking to exorcise my demons/
I'm crying feed me/
U don't want real luv/
u want sex u want cash u want drugs/
u want the clubs u want me rolling on dubs/
not acting how mama raised us/
Why u always in my ass are u checking for the temperature/
cuz I keep it colder than a semi could/
carrying coke products through the Midwest
during cold la Nina freeze ya FEMA checks/
give it a rest gimme a breast ill give u leg ma/
to stand on as u fix ur tampon/
let a leech suck ya blood/
another tic tic tic tic tic tic boom/
last time I checked u weren't this so domineering/
painfully cheering
wistfully sneering/
Piece of anti Christ behavior
eff Nazis/
eff gadaffi
word to ghandi/
I'm probably a softy
my offspring will conquer/
what I couldn't cover
and free oppressed lovers/
U don't want real luv/
u want sex u want cash u want drugs/
u want the clubs u want me rolling on dubs/
not acting how mama raised us/
The shit I do for love to make u open up/
this shit would leave u in disgust n feign trust/
U want sexy baby attitude/
excuse I do mean to be rude/
For heavens sake I raise hell n give it a shake/
let roots fall in a earthquake/
beg to escape/
For records sake I will bid u good day/
don't take my kindness for anything other than customary/
Julie Loves to Bang
Julie loves to bang she really wants to play/
she really wanna stay n go at it for days/
she wants my last name she luv my western ways/
don't know how to behave my lord she just so naive/
She said 2s company but 3 is a helluva number/
no stopping she why she a helluva lover/
she met her fav band for them she did handstands/
blowing like Pakistan farm girl straight from the ranch/
she gave change a chance hit the city n learned what they call dance/
its a far cry from boot skootnboogie sit right down n plant/
blossom at a chance to breath hard n pant/
to expand ur globe n disrobe/
Julie loves to bang she really wants to play/
she really wanna stay n go at it for days/
she wants my last name she luv my western ways/
don't know how to behave my lord she just so naive/
Her daddy said to think like him/
don't start an unequilibrium/
said be home between 5 n 6/
its a Friday we don't mind him/
why don't we sit down n write him/
u think he'd change right then/
n allow his daughter to hang w a boy like me/
oh Julie time to start moving/
Julie loves to bang she really wants to play/
she really wanna stay n go at it for days/
she wants my last name she luv my western ways/
don't know how to behave my lord she just so naive/
She moved across the country/
said family won't be bugging me/
her fascist father's states away/
no longer have to play his games/
got her own roof but the waters broke/
sewers clogged n lost remotes/forgot to pay her bills/city loving lost its thrills/
I met her on the bloody el/
Julie loves to bang she really wants to play/
she really wanna stay n go at it for days/
she wants my last name she luv my western ways/
don't know how to behave my lord she just so naive/
Umami
She can't be from heaven its from hell/
nothin so divine could fall from the sky/
that theres made in the core of the earth/
to the taste it sizzles to the touch it burns/
the emotion of luv is somethin she don't discuss/
dont make a fuss just take what she gives ya/
blush n get crushed, emotions flushed hush/
be quiet while she conjures the sensation, to keep ur heart racing/
Brazilian bunda Japanese shiri/
met em by sherris/
took em to a finer place to eat/
1st hand they got to see/
how girls try n replace me w dudes who pale/
thats where u fail/
crucify me on a budget cuz im keeping the nails/
all the firewood my teepee will be heated/
n humid like the coast of Mississippi/
ficky ficky hair n body sticky/
kimmy vicky Veronica mindy/
caress w me undress w me/
quickly quickly here's a hicky/
all my life I been picky that ain't gon change/
when ur around better bring ur A game/
Call the twins in moccassins/
open teepee drop me in/
sacajawe lead me/
to unconquered territory/
tell a story of umami/
purity in simplicity/
implicit me solicit me/
come northwest n visit me/
in my rainy woods for a week/
be miserable or happy soaked w me/
belle to my beast rosaries/
falling on the floor followed by hoserie/
horsing around saddle up baby/
twerkin' around proud of it daily/
yah we crazy slightly off/
but together we on that's all that counts/
Basic like asics/
hop in my Toyota eight six/
drift w me baby I'm breaking/
promise won't leave u too pregnant/
Old Trafford
My country tissathee/
has been honored to welcome me/
I'm apart of the recipe/
today not one is besting me/
Ole traffy in an ole trabby/
ditched the ole caddi its a bold habit/
she screaming ole daddy in the middle of traffic/
u gotsta have it/
try n be reliable its n eye opener to know/
we really could be comfortable/
could be living monuments of peace n all that rubbish/
saving the world right now do we gotta discuss it/
a husky lasted a light dusting/
up in siberia now I been thrust in/
a world full of unfamiliar cousins/
eyes bugging cuz of what we/
now I've arrived w a dagger/
number 1 w a bullet still standing ole trafford/
now I've arrived w a dagger/
number 1 w a bullet still standing ole trafford/
My country tissathee/
has been honored to welcome me/
I'm apart of the recipe/
today not one is besting me/
Girls keep falling for me don't quit climbing up/
they keep gunning us down well quit lining up/
u ever think running in a brick wall made no damn sense/
i did/
tellin people how to live can cause u to rip/
every hair follicle outta ur wig/
wanna get in ur car take every turn like the stig/
burn rubber n nvr come back again/
travel to Kingston futbol follies w bob marley n me/
it hardly would seem/
just a week ago we were struggling/
had no food in the cubbard/
barely makin rent n then I discovered/
that I hated where I live cuz people weren't in my corner/
i had to go where I was wanted now I'm poised to take over/
everlasting like bad traffic/
or old trafford old old trafford/
My country tissathee/
has been honored to welcome me/
I'm apart of the recipe/
today not one is besting me/
Oh Man U must have a Rooney loose/
ain't u that dude w a dragon tattoo/
love to love u w timmy n magoo/
he crazy I guess one flew the coocoo/
chased ku klux down to cancun/
dawn hoodies in Florida so rude/
dear prudence could u lend me ur room/
we could screw but then I got things to do/
how to get out my fancy mood/
growing up I didn't think I was wanted u/
ever feel like noone was lookin after u/
then all a sudden girls calling cuz u kinda cute/
then all a sudden dudes wanna be like u/
then all a sudden u influence all ur nephews/
not bad for being choked outta ur home/
now ima standing monument like ol ol/
My country tissathee/
has been honored to welcome me/
I'm apart of the recipe/
today not one is besting me/
I'll be riding a Bora
Maserati Bora
Girls call me a pig/
dudes call me a god car enthusiasts call me the stig/
cuz I handle every corner/
like I'm michael schumacher waking outta my coma/
in a Peugot w a Swedish blonde in a fur coat/
here's a burn notice/
always heed my first notice/
what I envision ain't bogus/
30 yrs my nephew brandon will be POTUS
30 yrs ur nephew will be a bigger snitch than snowden/
10 yrs if my nephew don't got scholarships out the ass/
i got his back/
5 yrs if I ain't bigger than Prince its a conspiracy/
I speak too much truth for the radio to be hearing me/
2 yrs bet I get nas on a track/
if it doesn't happen then I really didn't want it jack/
kids buying crackerjacks if my rhyme books attached/
nvr again would u hear that rap was crap/
so take me out to the ball game/
w a small dame in a ball gag listen u ol hags/
my life is 50 shades of grey/
girls call me the pig but yet they wanna get tamed/
trained framed on my wall of shame/
nxt to sucker mcs moose deer n game/
I went fly fishing in Montana/
w Tanna n Amanda on my lap like I'm Santa/
asking do I wanna fanta/
bitches get naked I don't need to hear any ur banter/
chalk this up as my memoirs/
thats the impression I got cuz of Renoir/
to u its just a line to me its been art/
I ain't need AP classes I been smart/
n I don't need a Corvette cuz my dick large/
Make it rainshower
I flow like water
that's why during the drought they invite me over
Bovvered
Am I bovvered is my face bovvered/
do I look bovvered am I a bovvered/
do u think I'm bovvered have u seen me bovvered/
dont assume I'm bovvered I got it covered/
I been tryin my hardest to die at 25/
guess I gotta go hammer than thanksgiving/
its tool time pick a daisy n get in line/
I ain't reminisced like this in a long time/
the funny part is thinking I give a damn/
you talking to someone who don't care if u sit or stand/
we can argue bout the mundane Sunday to Monday/
in one ear n out my brain don't need drain/
I met u how many car notes ago a blow of a nose/
we exposed so the worlds in our fold/
standing at tippy toes in awe at our Mexican standoff/
my hand got a jammed glock/
nvr have ammunition to fire back/
need a defib so I can heart attack now how bout that/
the jibberjabber is that no more chat/
suck ur own blood u leach get a taste of that/
I don't talk w a new era cuz I am the new era/
i speak w my soul from all of my homes/
hoe u wanna get internet famous/
heres a money shot towards ur honey pot/
drain it
but don't forget where there's more when u wanna swallow swords/
my carny baby selfishish/
went out blew a grand at selfridges/
then wanna criticize how lately I been spending/
my time to her I won't lend not even a dime/
its not a true crime these streets ain't LA's/
peep it baby what u talkin bout my family/
my livelihood the things I gotta do so both of us can eat/
ill take defeat n drop u cuz its now a victory/
a gift to me is ridding she but simpily I couldn't see/
but now I be no longer bovvering/
Do I really look like I give a care what u think/
and say will make me lose sleep/
do I look like a quitter who talks not deliver/
don't be bitter and don't blink/
Christ u wankers should take a course at rice/
twice then learn to step round my spine/
I don't mean to be a rude boy/
call the yardies I'll call the back of the yardies/
if the hate precipitate refer to Catherine Tate or refer to nate/
smoke weed everyday/
n learn to relax like summer of 68/
or any time be4 the social media age/
where tmi became the norm its ok/
to murder a man take a selfie of ur face/
to parade like idiots n capture tape/
pray to the stars u go viral one day/
no backup plan but u wanna judge me/
call me a simplton because I love to eat/
u talkin to me u talkin bout my mother/
im a bovvered
Graves of New Orleans
If ur the princess I'm the frog hop along/
when I was younger I didn't understand why it nvr felt wrong/
u could be covered in blood u could be covered in mud/
ill still bed u hun/
why take u to the top of the mountain just to get some action/
when I can take u 6 ft deep and achieve the very same thing/
just go in one eye close but promise me u won't take a peak/
they can throw the dirt all over me but I know ull be there to haunt me/
in a good way I luv the company I know u nvr harm me/
Lives they dispose of lying in stasis/
I'm grabbing my Kodak so say hi to stacy/
we just a lil lazy then u went all crazy/
then left us to rot we sing n dance daily/
the mardi gras beads are preserved for the/
bodies under the sea that shutter as I speak/
morticiaries go fish for me/
the floods this century keep me on my feet/
U see they tried to drown us/
black hawk down us/
here's our counter/
The love I get is a feeling of pure serenity/
walking cross graves at nite make me feel the whole me/
I'll see u above ground as u still wander town/
ill keep asking myself how the hell is up down/
Break Ground
Lotta people ponder but don't make a move/
lotta fellas wonder but they ain't smooth/
lotta ladies colored but only know blues/
the things I do undercover
get a room/
lotta people sin just to repent/
confess to a gentleman then do again/
lotta girls strip but still clothed in grit/
lotta folks tell after a kiss/
lotta fat folks skinny dip/
lotta back rooms filled w/lotta skeletons its hell again/
why is it so wonderful I'm tellin it/
alotta big butts in here/
alotta pomp skiddishness n fear/
are u ashamed by how u were reared/
dont fear being weird/
Lotta people wonder if I'm really a dick/
im bigger than u could ever imagined it/
lotta people judge cuz they hate living/
these jive turkeys stuffy like thanksgiving/
how could u be about revolution u so young/
so dumb I ain't say I was perfect but/
but my mind stay twerkin butt/
spread that thought 5 yrs ill bring it up/
lotta people beg to be saved while being hazed/
though they begged for it w a twinkle gaze/
lotta folks now a days felt a bullet graze/
lot less would misbehave w a pay raise/
at my age at my pay grade/
no wonder these millenials wan go viral/
when we gotta degrade ourselves for vitals/
its no wonder we act so entitled/
Now can we talk bout it let's talk bout it/
no more autopilot let's talk bout it/
Member when we were too young for sex/
now we too young for what's nxt/
member math class grabbing that ass/
member 1st voting 1st filing tax/
member finally being grown/
member 1st pondering on being young again/
member when it was easy but it felt hard/
member when crushes was all we strived for/
is ur life now gourmet godiva/
or is it cheap chocolate u get at Walmart/
remember lying just to save face/
now u criticize others w the same fate/
remember when u hated that one thing/
now its ur Tuesday evening/
basically if the booty right/
me n every single pirate gon have a helluva night/
Healthcare Sucks
I really luv the fact if I break my arm that its just the start/
I really luv if they attack my heart that its just the start/
I really luv if I go to war come back its just the start/
I really luv wrkn min wage told its just the start/
I really luv when I starve but its just the start/
I luv celebrities in my face oh please don't start/
I really luv if my kidney fails that its just the start/
I'm glad I can get a replacement wish I could afford it/
My healthcare sucks
How bout yours
I really luv if my car breaks down that I gotta walk some miles/
I luv that I got knee problems luv I'm gettin fired now/
I luv the misconception that I'm happy w junk/
i luv being persecuted when I speak up/
I luv the lack of trust instilled in young Americans/
i luv that I rather leave my country just to get basics/
I luv my luv well let's face it/
i don't mean a thing that I say cuz as they say I'm crazy/
My healthcare sucks
How bout yours
My head hurts my throat hurts/my nose hurts from all this tissue/
my chest hurts from all this coughing n weezing/
I wanna stop breathing/
My healthcare sucks baby/
there's no release not maybe/
not possibly its a no/
no no no/
we can ask for more but
nature is a whore/
she spreads so thick/
n left me so thin/
n said soak it in/
cuz apparently I'm owing them/
inheriting a life I didn't want/
now I gotta shovel all out my pocket/
I went broke when I choked/